Board Thread:News and Announcements/@comment-5645428-20170327112102/@comment-25407271-20170328004658

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You know, I have seen this wiki go through both its worst and best. I have grown an emotional fondness for the place and its people (even if I have banned and blocked half and a quarter of the people around here and argued to death with 100% of them) which have permitted me to stay for long periods of time. However, I have found myself immersed in many problems that I crave did not occur, I have damaged my image innumerable amount of times, I hurt people and I know it is too late to say that I am sorry for remarkable episodes; deep in my heart I am, I never fully endeavor to injure or offend anyone, I just have a wrong way of dealing with problems and this is the result, I have inclined all the new staff not to become one like me and they can affirm. This has led me many times to review my position and my own recognition of the flow of the masses around here and I always accomplish the same, but it has never made me doubt of my genuine contributions which I know have been only for the best. I concede that I am the type of person who criticizes everything and expects everyone to agree with my word without doing an actual operation, and the reason that I do not do anything in many cases is because I find myself incapable of proceeding whether because of lack of compromise or incompetency.

I always come home to this website and it does not matter how much shit I spew about it or how trivial its information has converted. However, nothing lasts forever and I see myself in a crisis of time, self-involvement and interest. I have grown older, I joined this place when I had recently turned 15 and I already am turning 18 very soon, and life is taking advantage of it. My obligations have strengthened, my need to be a better version of myself has gotten much more powerful, and my focus on my career and to become what I want to be, needless to say, weighs more than any other thing I could confront in life.

I have learned a lot from this place, its people, and its leaders. Words would not let me thank each of you for the things you have done, so a thank you must serve. I know that I hardly ever express to any of you how great you are doing and I only call it out when you do something wrong, but do know that deep inside I am beholden for your actions and for staying over notwithstanding our current situation. I know it does not look like it, but I respect all of you and I intend to keep it that way despite all the insults and hysterical exchange of words we have had in the years. You are my friends, even if we have not met one another.

Sadly, I do not expect to stay a staff member for any lengthened period of time anymore, which is liable to change at particular circumstances. I have discussed my leaving with a few people and I am just waiting for my agenda to die out of free time to state my possible retirement; I will be a commoner, one cannot just leave behind a piece of your life and pretend it never happened.

There is still more of me to share the moments and I am willing to explore each opportunity I am given and it will be worth it if shared with you, fuckheads. Cheers for dealing and coping with each other all these years, there is always more pain in the ass than now, we are not even close to being done yet.

You Australian motherfucker shall perish in the flames of hell. We will meet right there, this is not over. All just to show once again that I am superior to you. Deep inside you know I have reached you and that I am soon to pass you, and you ought to pass to me something precise. ;)