Board Thread:Off Topic/@comment-27044982-20150726021826/@comment-27044982-20150726142601

Thank you all.

I've just never been proud of myself and what I do. I try to copy other people because I suck at what I make and I'm never gonna be able to do better (GD Levels & Music is what I'll use as an example).

I'm a bitch to my parents. I never do what I'm told, and I freak out when I get yelled at and call it their fault, when honestly, it's my fault. I'm possibly the last person they would pick to be as their child, and that's because I'm just a bitch.

And I rage. A lot. My friends make fun of me for it EVERY single day (One of my friends recorded me playing GD and raging without me knowing and posted it on YouTube 😡) and i deleted my Instagram because I was getting flamed and made fun of, made a new one and privated it, and didn't let anyone follow me. I got DM's all day about how I was a loser for having my opinions (I dissed BO3 and Minecraft and got flamed 😑) and I was a coward for deleting my Instagram.

I was even bullied for months, and everyone I talked to about it thought I was just an attention whore and I was making up stories. I'm not.

I'm not an attention whore, everything I'm saying here is true. You can believe me or don't believe me, I don't care. This is what's happening in my life, and this is why I just honestly wanna be someone else. You guys are helping me, and I'm trying to get better