Board Thread:Off Topic/@comment-26498914-20151225152547

Guys, I have planned about doing this thread since November, but now the things got worse. I have to tell you some truths about me and my stay in the wiki.

Before you read: Please have in mind this is my first thread ever and I don't know how to edit it. Don't get amused if it is hard to be read.

As you maybe already noticed, I won't mention good things. From when I joined, I maybe have did some good things for the wiki, but I am sure I have did some bad. So, I will start with the two lighter ones...

1. The suicide attempt 3 months ago. It was fake and I tried to take the attention of the others. Not only that it was bad idea, but it was processed extremely stupid. If you don't know about it, I did it when there was 7 people in the chat (including me), and 5 of them were AFK. I can promise I won't do it again.

2. The attempt to quit the wiki... Again fake, more stupidly processed than the last one. I am so ashamed of it that I won't mention.

And now... :( ... The Nusdan problem.

Nusdan, I knew that you are working very hard to make the wiki a good place, and I don't want to get far with it, but I have more problems with you than with everyone in the wiki. You was the main idea of this thread.

I have talked with ZOptic about the worst things I have did in the wiki, and maybe in my whole life, and we get decision not to tell you. But I will do it, now...

-by the way, my eyes flooded while I was writing these sentences.-

The "Why I dislike Nusdan" messages. I am pretty sure some of you know about them. These are private messages which I  was sending to 5 normal users in the time borders of a month. Every time they were different, so I won't give an example.

My vote on flea's quiz (flea is Rrobertus02)

It was "Yes". I will explain my position on this thing later in the thread.

Nusdan, I am sorry about this. I know it was just a joke, but I got it too far. I am just getting very amused when I get kicked for no reason, for fun, etc. I have a glitch and when I get kicked, I can't write anything after rejoining. Maybe you will understand what I have thought when I joined the chat and got kicked on the next second.

Also, sorry about the time when I called you "cruel monster". I know that spammers are annoying, but whatever, after your rude reply on the thread "You have got a birthday? Here you are a present!" I just felt for that guy. It's in my nature. I saw what have you did about the ban way too late.

Third, I think you have to fix something about your appearance in the wiki. Don't take it as, uh, command from normal user to admin, but you are some kind of deeply harassing some users about their position on the wiki. Nus, I know how bad your life is, but with my whole heart and soul, I please you, don't take the fact that you nearly have no limits here as a reason to do this to the normal users.

Something about which I have talked with ZOptic is that we can split the users and the moderators in 2 groups. The first ones are the good ones and the other ones are the bad ones. The bad moderators are those who are not good enough for the position, so they soon get demoted. The bad users are those who are trolling, harassing, making chaos, etc. and the good users are those who are helping the others and clearing the chaos, taking one of the hardest jobs for nothing, and also those who are here just to enjoy the place, be nice and find friends. Nusnus, read this, and have it in mind the next time when you are writing stuff like "I don't care about what the normal users are saying". Admins and mods are not the only ones in the wiki.

I really hope I haven't just broke my reputation in the wiki, please understand me. Nusdan, please, stay here and never change. 